Thursday, February 07, 2013

horrible mom dreams

I hope this isn't a bad thing to confess, and I really hope I'm not the only one who has experienced this but I've had some horrible dreams about Abbi and Noah lately.  I'm so scared to even let them away from me because I'm afraid they'll get hurt.  This morning, I woke up yelling, "My baby! My baby!"  In my nightmare, Noah had a horrible accident and I couldn't save him.  I dialed 941 instead of 911 so it took extra time to get on the phone.  I was screaming and running down the stairs to find my baby.  I couldn't tell the operator on the phone anything because I couldn't stop screaming for Noah.  Oh my goodness, it was horrible.  He's downstairs playing right now and I can hardly deal with it.  I'd like him to come be with me but he won't accommodate me.  Has anyone had dreams like this before?!?!  I have a lot of bad dreams but I really hate that my kids have been in them lately.  Darn it.


Jimmy,Amber,Marlie,James and Jack said...

When Marlie was first born I had bad dreams all the time about her.

Katherine said...

Yep. I hate it. It leaves me feeling so weird.