I'm sure no one can understand how my brain works (because I don't really get it myself) but I thought I'd try to explain how the wheels turn in my head.
Situation A:
I'm playing Solitaire on the computer. My score is -$2,195 and I win, statistically, 4% of the time. I've played a total of 331 rounds, but not all in one sitting. Do I allow myself to play more than one round? Do I stop playing after I get passed a certain score or time limit? This decision is a burden to make. The time limit comes, I keep going. I pass the score that means I should stop, and I keep going. I reset the time limit or the score limit over, and over, and over again. Why?
That's right. The devil. The deals I make with myself (inside my brain) are like making deals with the devil. Let me go on.....
Situation 2:
My goal is to eat out 1 time a week for lunch. Monday is the pre-determined day to eat at Paradise Bakery for lunch. Tuesday, I ate out at Pei Wei. Wednesday, I returned to Paradise Bakery, justifying it as a healthy alternative to Pei Wei. Thursday, a banana split at Scoopology. That's right. A banana split. Why?
I could go on but it seems unnecessary. I'm not saying that I am A or THE devil. I'm not saying that it's the actual devil who made me do it. I'm saying that this little guy represents my self-control.
What to do, what to do?
1 comments:
I think Quizno's should be Wednesday.
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